English self talking :))

You know sometimes this kind of thoughts comes to me... Specially times like now that i have finished a fun thing... beside the fact that i really miss that thinf, that people and anything about that fun that i've had, i have the feeling that seems like " so what? Why am i spent my time on watching or doing that fun thing which had nothing to do with me and with the world?"

You now, sometimes you say that you would like to spend time on being at home,resting and working with your laptop, blah blah blah!
And i really feel like it won't be a good idea!
You now, i really feel like that we are not that sort of persons!we shouldn't be! We have to do something, we have to do something worthy ... Our lives shouldn't be just a good funny life... not like just we have some good childs and a good family, happiness and having fun,etc... i really think that i will be depressed after all!

 I think that's why i like your company, that's why i'm talking about changing borders of something which you always laugh at :)) even that's why i like that kind of movies! Cause there are people who do something in these movies!

We really have to do something that when we are going to be finished... When we are going to close our eyes , the world do not feel like "so what?" ! The world should be have changed because of us! Maybe just a little, maybe just an epsilon! But... I really feel like we have to do something...